Unholy

Am I sorry or just sorry that it happened? Am I starry eyed for what I still imagine? My confession is I'm alone again I'm all alone 'cause I complain to both of my friends Watching from the side lines like this isn't my life I don't wanna live waiting for my head to fit right Staying up all night curse the daylight Shake hands with the devil but I'm calling it a first fight I don't know how to move my sheets back off of this bed Tell me this is what you live like Dyed my hair burning in the roots hiding from the truth That I'm burning right in front of you Everyday I wake feeling lonely Freaked out 'cause I can't control me You talk like you don't even know me Treating me like I'm unholy Why do I feel empty today? Pull out my tongue no words to say Sick of this numbness I possess Why is my heart stuck in my Here's to therapy telling me I'm not the problem I know I have feelings but I don't know to solve them All the people that I know back home Think I'm fine on my own but I don't have heart to tell them I don't know how to move my sheets back off of this bed Tell me this is what you live like Dyed my hair burning in the roots hiding from the truth That I'm burning right in front of you Everyday I wake feeling lonely Freaked out 'cause I can't control me You talk like you don't even know me Treating me like I'm unholy You say you know me Watch closely You've been looking down like I'm unholy You say you know me Watch closely You've been looking down like I'm unholy Everyday I wake feeling lonely Freaked out 'cause I can't control me You talk like you don't even know me Treating me like I'm unholy