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PERFORMING ARTISTS
Adam Lambert
Adam Lambert
Vocals
Jeremy Hatcher
Jeremy Hatcher
Guitar
Elias Mallin
Elias Mallin
Drums
Tommy English
Tommy English
Guitar
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Billie Eilish O'Connell
Billie Eilish O'Connell
Songwriter
Finneas Baird O'Connell
Finneas Baird O'Connell
Songwriter
PRODUCTION & ENGINEERING
Jeremy Hatcher
Jeremy Hatcher
Producer
Tommy English
Tommy English
Producer
Jeremy Cooper
Jeremy Cooper
Mastering Engineer
Dan Grech-Marguerat
Dan Grech-Marguerat
Mixing Engineer
Michael Nolasco
Michael Nolasco
Recording Engineer

Lyrics

It's so weird I'm getting older, I think I'm aging well I wish someone had told me I'd be doing this by myself There's reasons that I'm thankful, there's a lot I'm grateful for But it's different when a stranger's always waiting at your door Which is ironic, 'cause, the strangers seem to want me more than anyone before (Anyone before) Too bad they're usually deranged Last week, I realized I crave pity When I retell a story, I make everything sound worse Can't shake the feeling that I'm just bad at healing And maybe that's the reason why each sentence sounds rehearsed Which is ironic, 'cause when I wasn't honest I was still being ignored (lying for attention, just to get neglection) Now, we're estranged Things I once enjoyed (ah) Just keep me employed now Things I'm longing for (ah) Someday, I'll be bored of It's so weird, oh, it's so weird That we care so much until we don't I'm getting older, I've got more on my shoulders But I'm getting better at admitting when I'm wrong I'm happier than ever, at least, that's my endeavor To keep myself together and prioritize my pleasure 'Cause, to be honest, I just wish that what I promise Would depend on what I'm given (not on his permission) Wasn't my decision to be abused Things I once enjoyed (ah) Just keep me employed now Things I'm longing for (ah) Someday, I'll be bored of It's so weird, so weird Oh, we care so much, until we don't Yeah, oh-oh-oh, ooh And we care so much Until we don't But next week, I hope I'm somewhere laughing For anybody asking, I promise I'll be fine I've had some trauma, felt things I didn't wanna Was too afraid to tell ya, but now I think it's time
Writer(s): Finneas Baird O'connell, Billie Eilish O'connell Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com
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