Jonah's Safety (feat. Pip Millett)

Let the world see where I've been Let the world see where I've been Same clothes, same bed For once, one head There am I, to walk on just to skate Skate or failing Heart in the wind or basement I know this lady, diagnosed with post-natal depression She don't want hol' baby, the social worker Came and left there, worried 'bout Jonah's safety Fair pay every Friday, she ain't been gone there lately Formula milk in the bottle, but mum said it's better to actually breastfeed Dealing with different emotions, jealousy, hatred, anger, envy Partner wanna make love, but she just feels agony, not sexy Right now she ain't baby, boyfriend, friends, or family friendly Love you, miss you, how have you been? It's like you don't know what these words all mean You ain't got long left for maternal leave Work on the weekend, work all week Boss, baby, boyfriend How you gonna serve all three? Cigarette and some herbal tea Thinking about an eternal sleep It's already been a long journey And now you've put yourself in a guilt trip I read an article about a woman who felt like you had a baby and Nobody knew that's how she felt She had this smile that concealed it Then she killed herself and filmed it Rock-a-bye baby, rock-a-bye baby Who's watchin' over me when I'm watchin' my baby? Rock-a-bye baby, rock-a-bye baby Who's watchin' over me when I'm watchin' my baby Trust in my son's eyes Is why I never left before the sunrise Anytime I try to unwind I hear my son cry Everyone too judgemental They don't know your pain Ever since your waters burst They don't know you're drained Gotta put your newborn first You say you ain't got no more faith And winter's doing its worst So it's been the end all day The TV's on in the background You're in the house, all thoughts on chores Two words catch your ear Abortion laws Now you're feeling triggered 'Cause you had to keep a baby for a man that raped you Shivers How can the state you live in, cause the state you been in? How can a man only get four years for raping women? How can the government tell you what you can do with your body? I hate this system If I ruled the world with Lauren and Nas, I'd make things different Two months in, you was thinking adoption Now you don't think it's an option You got a partner, not the father But what do you think is the problem? He don't have his own kids, but he wants them Maybe that's why he's been drinking often They say all men are the same But this one's different from them You want to be with them, but you're leavin' them This evenin', the reason is You wish you was happy, but the new you ain't the previous Pain, certainly Everything's been hurting me I'm just tryna I'm just tryna breathe Every day, breathless Someone help me Please, please, babe, say it to me Everything's been hurting me I'm just tryna, I'm just tryna breathe Everyday breathless Someone help me, please Someone help me, please Rock-a-bye baby, rock-a-bye baby Who's watchin' over me when I'm watchin' my baby? Rock-a-bye baby, rock-a-bye baby Who's watchin' over me when I'm watchin' my baby Trust in my son's eyes Is why I never left before the sunrise Anytime I try to unwind I hear my son cry