Enemy (feat. Andy Cizek)

Longed for a life that's different from this No one around me knows I exist It's like I have no mouth, but I must scream Can't open my eyes, I'm stuck in this dream (all alone) Lost in the dark, I hold out my hand I can't hold myself, so nobody can (in my head) It's like I'm trapped in a circle of hate Surrounded by strangers, I can't escape Weighing me down, making me break I really don't know how much I can take Faceless nobody That's all I'll ever be Endless misery I am my own enemy How did I get here? Why can't I leave? Left all alone, heart on my sleeve Time stands still and it's just me Tried to inhale, but I cannot breathe (I'm so cold) Can't stop what I hear within Forcing myself to smile again (I'm so weak) So close, but so far away Trapped in a place that I can't escape A place that's just full of nothing but hate I really don't know how much I can take Faceless nobody That's all I'll ever be Endless misery I am my own enemy Nightmares consuming me I just want to be released Frozen, can't feel a thing Every thought in my head is fucking suffering Was it worth it? Was everything worth it? Where do I go from here? I should disappear (So close, but so far away, I'm not okay) I'm not worthless I made a promise to break this cage If I'm being honest, I am afraid Go away So tired of this mental cloud (tired of this) Save me It's taking over I'm so afraid I am my own enemy