On the Line

I waited all my life for magic to unfold Suppressed my own desire, search for the unknown Always compromised, now all Self-identity is lost I just want to find my place On the line I am fighting the hurt in my mind Can't escape what I'm feeling inside And you think I'm selfish and blind I don't know What I want you to say, say it all I am tired of running away Over and over again The status quo, the well versed deathbed last regret When you clearly made sure those three words were never said Always compromised, now all Self-identity is lost I just want to find my place On the line I am fighting the hurt in my mind Can't escape what I'm feeling inside And you think I'm selfish and blind I don't know What I want you to say, say it all I am tired of running away Over and over again It's so hard for me to talk Making space to suit them all Now it's time to take control (I will set in stone) All these years of certainty Falling down like autumn leaves Left forgotten in the ground On the line I am fighting the hurt in my mind Can't escape what I'm feeling inside And you think I'm blind I don't know What I want you to say, say it all I am tired of running away Over and over again On the line I am fighting the hurt in my mind Can't escape what I'm feeling inside And you think I'm selfish and blind On the line