Desire

I wish, I wish, I wish I could be someone else Someone different, it doesn't matter more or less I acted on my thoughts, ran out of ideas Went to the forest for rest Couldn't find it here I tried to be with my dearest, but the nearest was the furthest And the furthest was somewhat nearer I tried to be the purest, find pleasure in the smallest things Be the warmest, But got cold at the end The law of the musts and the most of all I could be healed or hurt, Feared or felt, A seer This time it's been the longest chorus, For what? This time it was clear You could be the strongest, still the weakest Shoot and run, No need for guns Searching for meanings, Maybe I should stop searching Last time I looked for something It was in my pocket, Yeah, it was in my pocket Had so many reality checks, Lucid dreaming, Zoning out My zone is your zone, Feel free to join I'm unattached, though interested, Invested, Desires silenced Balanced, I already got what I want I saw a glimpse of my future self, Saw a glimpse of the beautiful sun The beautiful world flourished When I let go, when I explored it, Maybe I'm just a tourist I am to be righteous, find joy in the small But I froze in the end, I stumble, and I fall Could your heart be the sorest or the softest? You here or not? You hear me or what? Someone felt it, but someone felt it not Mirrors bring us nearer To one's own self Don't worry, you'll see it, If not here, then somewhere else Don't worry too much It will come, You'll see, You'll find it If it doesn't work, get out, Have a change of scenery Could be a simple thing Clear your mind to see it Had so many reality checks, Lucid dreaming, Zoning out My zone is your zone, Feel free to join I'm unattached, though interested, Invested Desires silenced, balanced, I already got what I want