one drink away

There's a chapter in me that I don't wanna read Took a match to the book But the flame never took There's a picture of me that I don't wanna see 'Cause it only takes me back And I can't handle that Oh darkness, my long, lost friend I hate to see you again 'Cause you remind me of the truth Things that I did, I can't undo When one was one too many and a million wouldn't do Yeah, you remind me of the drugs And getting blacked out in the sun And no matter how far I have come I'm just one drink away From who I was Who I was Who I was Who I was There's a place I won't go And it's on my way home It's a choice that I make every single day And it sucks that it's been seven years And drinking's still my biggest fear I can wash my mouth out But I still miss the taste Oh darkness my long, lost friend I know how the story ends 'Cause you remind me of the truth Things that I did, I can't undo When one was one too many and a million wouldn't do Yeah, you remind me of the drugs And getting blacked out in the sun And no matter how far I have come I'm just one drink away From who I was Who I was Who I was Who I was From who I was Who I was Who I was Who I was I woke up this morning like "thank God I'm alive" I know how I got home and I remember last night