POSSUM (feat. Eels)

I've been playing possum Cause I want to survive But if you really love something You've gotta learn to learn to let it die I wanna stop running Wanna wring myself dry Gonna pack up and take my whole body to the scene of the crime I keep pulling the string, I keep fighting the sting I keep putting it off but I'm tired of the same old thing Oh 'cause it's always something But don't wanna burn my bridge entirely I've gotta let go and see what comes out alive Don't wanna brace for nothing I'm pulling the bandage off and let it bleed You best believe that I'm done playing possum I'm gonna let myself feel everything Gonna let it blossom Gonna let it cut deep Fuck your "heart on your sleeve" Gonna really feel something Stop pretending that it's just me Wanna feel better Do you wanna feel better? I really wanna try Go and let yourself cry But I'm scared of the things that I've buried I might just find Oh 'cause it's always something But don't wanna burn my bridge entirely I've gotta let go and see what comes out alive Don't wanna brace for nothing I'm pulling the bandage off and let it bleed You best believe that I'm done playing possum I'm gonna let myself feel everything I'm done playing possum