Happier

Another early flight, I'm staying up at night 'Cause I have worries of a different kind Wishing that I was wrong, I've said it all along Mhm The road was always hard, left my mama's empty heart But she's the reason that made me start Another pointless fight, holding up my inner light I don't regret it so I try to forget it Still sometimes, the doubt gets to me Is it worth it in the long run? When I'm back my friends are long gone They grow older when I leave Are they happier without me? I'm missing out on all the stories at night I dance alone in all my glory Am I losing the old me? Are they happier without me? I call to interrupt, the line is breaking up And now I'm falling into deeper seas I'm getting scared to breathe The wave's inside of me Oh, and I don't regret it so I try to forget it Still sometimes, the doubt gets to me (it gets to me) Is it worth it in the long run? When I'm back my friends are long gone They grow older when I leave Are they happier without me? I'm missing out on all the stories at night I dance alone in all my glory Am I losing the old me? Are they happier without me? When the light's going out and I'm back in the crowd I think, were they happier without All the love that I give in the bittersweet memories? Is it worth it in the long run? When I'm back my friends are long gone They grow older when I leave Are they happier without me? Is it worth it in the long run? When I'm back my friends are long gone They grow older when I leave Are they happier without me? I'm missing out on all the stories at night I dance alone in all my glory Am I losing the old me? Are they happier without me? Is it worth it in the long run? When I'm back my friends are long gone They grow older when I leave Are they happier without me?