Made Up My Mind

We got to talking 'bout the future and the options Hypothetically got lost in who would die first We spent the evening, drank our way right though the feelings Silently stared at the ceiling, watched you try to find the words You said, "I gotta know, even if it hurts" If the sky opened and Heaven was waiting And I left you by yourself, would you find somebody else? If time said it's my turn to be taken Would I be your last goodbye? (Be your last goodbye) 'Cause if you ask me to decide, I'd die before I made up my mind Honey, that's my final answer, there's no happy ever after After you, I don't see anything at all I know I'd do nothing different, for what it is or what it isn't I'd rather not think about living when you're gone You said, "I gotta know, even if it hurts" If the sky opened and Heaven was waiting And I left you by yourself, would you find somebody else? If time said it's my turn to be taken Would I be your last goodbye? (Be your last goodbye) 'Cause if you ask me to decide, I'd die before I made up my mind I'd let my heart stop in my chest before I laid you down to rest I couldn't take another breath without you here 'Cause if you're gone, there's nothing left, no rhyme or reason to exist It's not a life I wanna live without you here If the sky opened and Heaven was waiting And I left you by yourself, would you find somebody else? If time said it's my turn to be taken Would I be your last goodbye? 'Cause if you ask me to decide, I'd die before I made up my mind