Anxiety

Earth to Darkie, earth to Darkie, do you read me Darkie? Earth to Darkie, earth to Darkie, do you read me Dar- This is Darkie 909, checking in Oh, shit Status report, things are going well Hey boss! What is it? Boss, he's here! Bring him down, damn it Well, okay It's good to hear from you again, Darkie Whenever you're ready Beaming you down now I took a second out my day to calm the fuck down Now I got one less second to do something What the fuck now, my nigga? Uh, I figure it's genetic man it suck how The cards you got are permanent and shape the way you talk out loud Or take a walk downtown I should be thinking 'bout the way the trees are looking Or the smell of pizza cookin' Or the sound the breeze is workin' into me Instead, I'm hurting Avoiding the moment I pull the curtain Hide me! 'Cause I don't know what your intentions are at all I feel so small and minuscule, I want to call To anyone who'll stop this drenching of my soul I feel the wall and kick right through, I fought it Hothead I wanna plant some flowers, not the potted kind I feel the power, my retarded mind Has got inside it, find it hard to mind my own business My flow quick as a missile until it slow down A glow stick and it click, oh, what a cool sound I showed my momma my music and she was so proud She told me future, I choose it, that hit me profound I forget to breathe and where I put my damn keys That's a problem, frame freeze it, need it, or so it seems 'Cause every picture fade away when no one there to see People been living for forever wit' no therapy So why I'm different It ain't 'bout yo' feelings, our society is slipping No support without a family, this paper got me thinking If I gave him what I owe, then why the fuck I gotta tip him, nigga? This money's uncaring and it ain't no fun sharing But you selfish if you don't And if you do, you must be happy right? If higher numbers made you number, wouldn't that be nice? Uh, I need to lay down, just lie dead I wanna run away to somewhere I can rest my head The birds sound beautiful, the light bounce off Off my fingers and my cuticles, I bite down soft on 'em My father point it out, now I'm embarrassed I don't know who I'd be without my parents Work with what you got, they taught me To not blow up the spot, be healthy And don't talk down cops whether wealthy or poor They got more Glocks than you ever will You felt it before, that's good advice Walking down the street higher than a kite Bright light flashing, ashing the blunt The neighborhood is nice, uh They stay addicted to the cash flow Mmm, and I'm just laying on the grass lil' mama Can you watch a nigga pass though? Mmm, see him leave you in the past and amass those commas Stupid little bitch hatin' on me 'Cause I ain't suckin' no dick for no approval Or a ruble whatchu on a-, half made plan Lemme get that in advance I'm too scared to take a chance I just need a lot of dollars in my pants Do ya dance? I'ma do mine Fine with being broke All my figures come in due time Ya honor, they tryna get a new piece of mine But all these people need acquire is a new peace of mind Hide me! 'Cause I don't know what your Intentions are at all (intentions are at all) I feel so small and minuscule, I want to call (want to call) To anyone who'll stop this drenching of my soul (of my soul) I feel the wall and kick right through, I fought it La-la, la, la, la, la-la-la La-la, la, la, la, la-la-la La-la, la, la, la, la-la-la La-la, la, la, la, la-la-la La-la, la "Hey Josh, it's Mom I was just tryna get a hold of you to see how you were doing Um, I don't even know if you're in or somewhere else Just wanna catch up with you When you have a minute, call me back, okay? Love you"