Faucet

I've been leaking out my faucet Working on my mind Might take some time But I can't hide I almost had it, then I lost it I'm relying on my conscious To show me what is right I can't describe The reason why I'm feeling like an object You had me questioning why the fuck God made me Shame b, was so ashamed Questioning my mind and body my sanity Was it love Was it pure vanity Shit I'm so ashamed b Questioning why God made me I'm so ashamed b Questioning why I wasn't the one you needed I'm really trying but I can't help how you see me I can't figure out what signal I'm receiving Then you walk away and leave me doubting everything I could do without you I have to run but I feel like I don't know how to And if you wanted me to go well then I might do I am just looking for someone to see my value Feel like it's not you I've been leaking out my faucet Working on my mind Might take some time But I can't hide I almost had it, then I lost it I'm relying on my conscious To show me what is right I can't describe The reason why I'm feeling like an object I came to terms you motivated me What made it worse you pick on insecurities We should have never got close You in too deep I poured in you But you left me to bleed I trusted you But now you doubted me so I doubt we My eyes they leak like a faucet Shawty got me deep I'll never forget How he had me feeling like object And Yea I might have changed but In some ways I stayed the same Always me to take the blame Don't you think That I would find it hard to take Honestly, I couldn't find the words to say it But I need you to show me the way out I don't need any apology It's too late now Photos on my ig that I might as well Take down Hard to lose control well Maybe you can relate now I've been leaking out my faucet Working on my mind Might take some time But I can't hide I almost had it, then I lost it I'm relying on my conscious To show me what is right I can't describe The reason why I'm feeling like an object