Silly Brain

I know I'm hard to be around Wanna be loved But I guess I'm just a big problem Wish I would feel completely nothing 'Cause you're laughing As I'm hitting the rock bottom If life's a happy party I've never been invited If youth is so delightful Why am I not excited? You say that's all in my hands And I just overreact I bet that you've never felt Like an irreparable defect Silly, silly brain Making me insane It's a never-ending story I screw up and then say sorry Silly, silly brain Deals with lots of pain Yeah, things will probly worsen I don't feel like a normal person Any-anymore, anymore Any-anymore, anymore Silly, silly brain Silly, silly brain (Silly brain) Yeah, every time I leave my house I feel like I'm an alien So embarrassed and so overwhelmed Oh my god, what a waste — spending all my young days On the drama and hating my body and face On the crippling anxiety, all cries and begs Fear of society, having no strength To get out of my bed for just washing my hair Always hungry for love, always needy for care Staying infantile child, being constantly tired It's not that existence that I so desired Hearing that I'm just lazy and don't even try But I was born this way and this way I will die Silly, silly brain Making me insane It's a never-ending story I screw up and then say sorry Silly, silly brain Deals with lots of pain Yeah, things will probly worsen I don't feel like a normal person Silly brain Making me insane It's a never-ending story I screw up and then say sorry Silly, silly brain Deals with lots of pain Yeah, things will probly worsen I don't feel like a normal person Any-anymore, anymore Any-anymore, anymore Silly, silly brain Silly brain Silly, silly brain Silly brain Silly brain Silly brain