Shivers

Every single night we waste away together Seems like I'm too good at goodbyes But it's not that I don't care I surround myself with others That seem fit to my purpose, seem just as cursed as I am What if I won't change? If this is who I am? What if I come back down to this paralyzing pain What if I won't change? Or will but not just yet? Because I want to never take a last and then inhale Shivers Every other night, I hope that you don't bother Don't know if you bought into all these lies Hope my tongue won't split again Think I'm still in control Although I can't be sure Still, I don't wanna relive every tale already told This is place is way too cold For anything to grow So I keep digging for that warmth What if I won't change? If this is who I am? What if I come back down to this paralyzing pain What if I won't change? Or will but not just yet? Because I want to never take a last and then inhale What if I won't change? If this is who I am? What if I come back down to this paralyzing pain What if I won't change? Or will but not just yet? Because I want to never take a last and then inhale Think I'm still in control Although I can't be sure Still, I don't wanna relive every tale already told This is place is way too cold for anything to grow So I keep digging for that warmth Shivers