Let Me Calm Down (feat. J. Cole)

Hold, hold you Let me hold you Wanna hold, hold you Let me hold you Hold, hold you (let me, let me, let me) Pull off and I almost hit him He actin' like I ain't always with him My heart sayin' I love him while I'm screamin' that I hate him And ain't no more debatin', this time, it's a ultimatum I never forgot where I was at the first day I met him Yeah, it was love at first sight, but I ain't never sweat him I knew if it was meant to be that one day I would let him 20 years later, them decisions, I don't regret them Just wish you would give me space when I really need it To be alone in my zone when I'm really heated Just 'cause I am quiet, don't mean you're defeated Wish you ain't need me to feel like you're completed Don't wanna say somethin' mean when I don't mean it Million missed calls, I don't wanna talk Just did a detox, now I wanna spar I wrote a line for you and it was beautiful I made a sign for you to say you're beautiful You're so, so irresistible Take me to somewhere mystical You're so- Do you know? For you, I promise I'll try For you, I promise I'll try For you, I promise I'll try Uh, havin' her ain't for the faint of heart She bad as f- but hard to deal with, and it ain't her fault She got ambition like the n-, and the vision for herself So she can't rest until she feel like she done made her mark So if you love her, then you gotta learn to play your part Sometimes you gotta play the back But when you do, make sure you play it smart All these n- want her, so they hatin' hard They talkin' slick and make you wanna pull a rated-R You like her, love her like a brother, like her manager, an A&R Plus a therapist when it start rainin' hard Her life was trauma filled, it left her with a tainted heart Yet you the n- that she wanna tat her name across But you need patience and a lot of extra faith from God To keep the family together at a time when it's so regular to break apart So God forbid, y'all got a kid, therefore, I hate the thought It's you and her against the world until there ain't no more breath in your lungs I'm just a messenger, but God is who this message is from I wanna send you my respect because I rep for the ones That hold they wifey down despite all of the extras that come Word to Willy Smith, these silly n- heckle and shun As if they life is somehow perfect and they never been plunged Into a dark place, so I can't respect when it's done It's family first through the worst, comin' second to none, for real I wrote a line for you and it was beautiful I made a sign for you to say you're beautiful You're so, so irresistible Take me to somewhere mystical You're so- For you, know For you, I promise I'll try