Mess & a Half

"It's fine l'm fine" A day in the life of a paid professional mess In bed alone my mom tracks my phone Cause I'm still living with my ex My codependency accidentally Dating all of my friends The internet and the bovs I text either hate me Or don't know who I am They all see a masterpiece But l'm in pieces Should be sad but I don't need it Don't call me a mess And forget the hot part You don't get the rest Without cleaning up the hard parts Babe you can't hate me more than me I got you hanging by my teeth Don't call me a mess Cause I'm a mess & a half And you don't know half of it My clothes don't fit and I'm late on rent I put alcohol in my tea I'm grown and shit but my sisters kids Are more put together than me I think l'm turning into my mom Think l'm learning that she's not god I'll probably be her But swear that l'm not Don't call me a mess And forget the hot part You don't get the rest Without cleaning up the hard parts Babe you can't hate me more than me I got you hanging by my teeth Don't call me a mess Cause I'm a mess & a half And you don't know half of it I'm a mess & a half And it's all that I have I'm a mess & a half They all see a masterpiece But I'm in pieces Should be sad but I don't need it Don't call me a mess And forget the hot part You don't get the rest Without cleaning up the hard parts Babe you can't hate me more than me I got you hanging by my teeth Don't call me a mess Cause l'm a mess & a half And you don't know half of it I'm a mess & a half And it's all that I have I'm a mess & a half And you don't know half of it "Wait one more time"