Hindsight

Yeah This my life Bout time I lived it fully with me Don't got no time to dwell on who the hell I thought I would be Come back in town I got a 100 niggas letting me know they betting on me I'm indebted to them, forever on G- O-D new problems but I'm sweating relief As long as on the days I fall I land on my feet My father's father used to pray 5 times a day Ain't miss not one athan He said, "my son, why wait? I might not make it until Ramadan" He passed the summer after, fate is such a strange phenomenon Miskeen, lowkey I think he knew all along Drop the weight I'm dragging on, the feelings I've been harping on I set the bar so high and feel deflated, wish my arms was longer But nah, life's a little mo' calmer when you ain't so hard on yourself Scared of looking at the bottom, that shit is so common That we don't know we standing on a ground full of wealth But you know they say Hindsight is 20 20 Outside ain't always sunny Sometimes it's hard to love me Some days I (days I) Hindsight is 20 20 Spent time, deciding for me Feels like I'm finally finding my way around (way round) Imposter syndrome Fans hit my DM like "you the greatest!" I feel like I haven't made it Sometimes I sit and make plans and instead of just executing Soothing my ego, feel like I did without actually doing Self-inflicted retribution, vicious cycles I used to think that the roads always split in two paths The good and bad But now I know that one is both And one's dead end with a view of what you should have I pride myself on my humility, a good man A message to my future self, I wish you would brag Rather these lows to build myself back up to good standing Than get too high and feel the shock of what I built crash Should tuck my pride and be more gracious with my pops now One day I'll go through what it takes to be a good dad We all make mistakes We all good and bad But I wouldn't take a thing back As I look forward knowing Hindsight is 20 20 Outside ain't always sunny Sometimes it's hard to love me Some days I (days I) Hindsight is 20 20 Spent time deciding for me Feels like I'm finally finding my way around (way round) Way around Way around Way around Way around I'm finding my way 'round After I done been around I'm coming back to the place where I first believed Cause hindsight is 20 20 And outside ain't always sunny Sometimes it's hard to love me, some days I Hindsight is 20 20 Spent time deciding for me Feels like I'm finally finding my way around Hindsight is 20 20 Outside ain't always sunny Sometimes it's hard to love me Some days I (some days I) Hindsight is 20 20 Spent time deciding for me Feels like I'm finally finding my way around (my way around)