Heart On My Sleeve

When you have this genuine genuine feeling that you get from somebody And you make that person your source of happiness Obviously it becomes like They become like your drug You get what I'm saying I wear my heart on my sleeve And it's been leaving stains It gets harder everyday To deal with all the pain Talk to God every night And I cry as I pray 'Cause I'm feeling so numb And I can't feel a thing I put my foot onto the pedal I put my foot onto the gas Baby I don't wanna let go I just want this love to last So don't hurt me 'Cause everybody else, they like to hurt me This world don't deserve me My life's a living hell, so my heart feels like it's burning Don't hurt me 'Cause I've already been hurting Too many people did me dirty So there's some lessons I been learning One day I'm planning suicide And the next day I'm happy A war in my mental My thoughts are attacking I can't do this My minds crashing I don't wanna be Gabby Please leave me alone I don't wanna talk, no no no I don't wanna answer my phone I just wanna turn to a ghost, ghost It was, mentally, it may have just been myself 'Cause I wasn't enough for myself at that point of time like You know what I'm saying This girl become like my drug So she fed something in you that you felt like you were missing She filled the void There was always There will be and always will be a void in my heart There's some scars on my heart that you'll never see Now I'm starting to fall apart, can you let me be And my life's been getting hard I need a remedy So I Heal the pain with these melodies And I hate when you get distant, can you talk to me You're everything I ever wanted and you're all I need I'm trynna give you all of me Baby you got my heart locked up like a felony So don't hurt me 'Cause everybody else, they like to hurt me This world don't deserve me My life's a living hell, so my heart feels like it's burning Don't hurt me 'Cause I've already been hurting Too many people did me dirty So there's some lessons I been learning One day I'm planning suicide And the next day I'm happy A war in my mental My thoughts are attacking I can't do this My minds crashing I don't wanna be Gabby Please leave me alone I don't wanna talk, no no no I don't wanna answer my phone I just wanna turn to a ghost, ghost