So Sorry 4 Leaving

I never thought I'd be the one Baby you give up on us Even if our love was everything I wanted Keeping me alive all this time I never thought I'd find someone like you Forgive you for the hell you put me through This isn't easy, you gotta believe me I never thought I'd be the one who's leaving There is no, thing between me and her (You) There obviously a thing between you and her No there is no, thing (You) There is She works with me- I read your text message (You) She- well you shouldn't be reading my- (I'm the one leaving) Don't shout, don't shout. You shouldn't be reading my text messages Why did you just shout at me? Yo, I'm sorry for leaving on us I don't know why I went and packed my stuff I know I got mad in the heat of the moment Hearts get swollen then get numb My biggest regret are the things I said Got a venomous tongue, let carnage run It's like I kill everyone with poison It's an extortion ripping out hearts When it comes to love I'm a psycho And I'll kill anyone to get it Even kill myself, I'll call up 12 Then leave them a note that says you did it Shot myself then the po po came And they seen my note then you get arrested Having you locked for a thousand years That means nobody can touch my diamond I don't want no one to touch you Yeah we both know life ain't fair But what can I do, this is how a man thinks You can call me a prick, I'll answer the call 'Cause I know I'm a piece of shit 'Least I ain't no bitch like I was for leaving I'll never leave again so save yourself for me If I ever come back just never forget 'cause I never thought I'd be the one Baby you give up on us Even if our love was everything I wanted Keeping me alive all this time I never thought I'd find someone like you Forgive you for the hell you put me through This isn't easy, you gotta believe me I never thought I'd be the one who's leaving Don't raise your voice at me (You) People are gonna come round if you keep shouting (You) It's really important if people come round (You) Who's gonna come round? Simon? Did you sleep with him? (I'm the one leaving) Did you? Don't touch me Jason don't touch me! Why ain't you beg me to stay Like I did for my ex I pulled my heart out I fully ripped it outta my chest, I bled Still got the blood stains laying on my carpet Why ain't you do that? Fuck it let's screw that Like how I screwed my fucked up heart right back into place Titanium screws just making sure that the shit don't break Again 'cause I can't afford it I'm saying this like I even didn't even hurt you I don't know I coulda messed you up But I just wanna know, why didn't you try? To keep me, you let me go like a rope and left me tangled Strangled, life is a game I gambled Played my queen and got snaked and rattled I'm just so sorry for leaving Never thought I'd be that type 'Cause I normally fight, put my life on the line But that time I was young, had a clouded mind It's like I was barely breathing Floating high to the sky then I hit the ceiling A reality check, next time I'll stay I'm just so sorry for leaving I never thought I'd be the one Baby you give up on us Even if our love was everything I wanted Keeping me alive all this time I never thought I'd find someone like you Forgive you for the hell you put me through This isn't easy, you gotta believe me I never thought I'd be the one who's leaving