Funeral Gray

'Cause I can't spend another day On my deathbed wearing funeral gray Pull me out 'Cause I'm circling the drain If this life is but a dream Then wake me up when I count to three A rinse, repeat reality A future suffocating me 'Cause it's just another, day another fight I'm high on my lows, I'm burning out on life Help me, I don't wanna live a lie 'Cause I can't spend another day On my deathbed wearing funeral gray Pull me out 'Cause I'm circling the drain I'm at the end of my rope With expectations I can't hold I feel the pressure bring me closer To this noose around my throat Is this it? I'll admit, it's not what I want To be stuck in the backseat for half my life I'm still afraid of the unknown To face this on my own 'Cause I can't spend another day On my deathbed wearing funeral gray Pull me out 'Cause I'm circling the drain And I can't fake another smile Enough's enough, I'm throwing in the towel Dead and done Again I run from what's in front of me 'Cause I'm sick of waiting for something more No more waiting behind closed doors 'Cause I am not that person I was before But I can't kill my heart just to stay in line If you're gonna make it out, you gotta realize That change starts when you decide And I won't fake another smile Enough's enough, no more denial Dead and done But I won't run from what's in front of me Whoa-oh-oh-oh Whoa-oh-oh-oh Whoa-oh-oh-oh Whoa-oh, whoa-oh, whoa-oh