Faults

I've tried a couple times Put my heart on the line But it never seems to work Only ended up in hurt Tried finding someone new It's getting hard to do Don't know how to open up I'm too afraid to love I wish that I could understand it But it's kind of hard for me to change my habits Oh, I'm sorry I know I'll try to hurt you before you hurt me Pushed you away 'cause I'm scared of being lonely It's easier to hide behind my walls So, please, don't let go, I'm tryna fix my faults, hmm I'm scared that you'll say goodbye If I show you my dark side What if you pull away? It happens every time You know that I don't understand it But it's kind of hard for me to change my habits Oh, I'm sorry I know I'll try to hurt you before you hurt me Pushed you away 'cause I'm scared of being lonely It's easier to hide behind my walls So, please, don't let go, I'm tryna fix all my Issues that I picked up along the way Don't wanna worry 'bout whether you'll stay I'll learn how to hurt and still be okay 'Cause I just wanna Put myself first and not second-guess Love with my heart and not with my head I don't wanna start and think of the end Oh, I'm sorry I know I'll try to hurt you before you hurt me Pushed you away 'cause I'm scared of being lonely It's easier to hide behind my walls So, please, don't let go, I'm tryna fix my faults Please, don't let me go, I'm tryna fix my faults