Beauty Queen

Wish I could sleep a little while It's 3am, I'm hanging out with the voices in my mind Tell me where do I begin I'm always in this silent war with the body I live in Get all dressed up to go nowhere For strangers on the internet To tell me just how beautiful I am The curtain falls and I'm still fucking lonely It's like I'm tryna make the whole world love me But when they call me beauty queen It'll fix this broken part of me Yeah I just want the audience to want me Until the whole world La la la la la la la la loves me La la la la la la la la loves me I find magic in applause But then the silence comes around It's just me and these four walls And the walls they're closing in Maybe I should leave this town, pack up and start again Get all dressed up for something new To hide my scars the way I do I'd put make-up on my heart if I could The curtain falls and I'm still fucking lonely It's like I'm tryna make the whole world love me But when they call me beauty queen It'll fix this broken part of me Yeah I just want the audience to want me Until the whole world La la la la la la la la loves me La la la la la la la la loves me Oh youth is like a treasure chest But it's worthless when there's nothing left This currency, commodity Will it fix this broken part of me again and again? The curtain falls and I'm still fucking lonely It's like I'm tryna make the whole world love me But when they call me beauty queen It'll fix this broken part of me Yeah I just want the audience to want me Until the whole world