I fail successfully
I feel stuck I got nothing to hold on to I talk to no one boo)
They see me travelling
They shift from envy to slay in a sec
I shift from sadness to panic attacks
I wanna burn burn burn in the open
It's what I deserve serve serve, come and get it
Keep telling myself self self this is how you wanted it
No reason to panic
But why do I feel so
Manic
I am everybody's darling but nobody's friend
I don't follow the advice I give out myself
I don't know what I'm doing
If I succeed it's lucky at best
And if I fail it's proof I'm a mess
I wanna burn burn burn in the open
It's what I deserve serve serve, come and get it
Keep telling myself self self this is how you wanted it
No reason to panic
But why do I feel so
Manic
My friends are my friends when no one's around
Yeah I have the most intrusive mind in town yelling at myself
You did this don't fuck this up
Why is it never enough
Don't you love the heat when I light myself up
I'm trying so hard not to panic
Manic
(You did this, don't fuck this up why is it never enough though)
