Double Life

Lost in the moment She's lost in the moment Dunno how to zone in Head up in the clouds Dunno where she going My body different Focused and persistent Feet on the ground Baby are you listening? I live a double life Baby you're in one half Yeah I probably think too much Or maybe your just second class Didn't even come close You were dead last Tried tell me talk it out It's too late for that You got me on a fast run Driving all these flash cars Now the money coming in Yeah I'm tryna live large Wishing you were here for that Baby so what? I don't really give a damn Cuz that was your loss Yeah yeah Flashback every time I open my phone Throwbacks hit me like a pile of stones Snapchat memories won't leave me alone But I won't backtrack now that I am past that yeah Never gunna know what it is till you grind and that takes time I've been doing me so I know that I will be fine Hard to accept it but I'm ticking off the checklist cuz that's how I move Highly respected top of the guest list skip queue I go straight through This double life What you want what your doing one has got to pay the price Living free or chasing dreams that's all part of sacrifice I'm still tryna get balance right like I live a double life Baby you're in one half Yeah I probably think too much Or maybe your just second class Didn't even come close You were dead last Tried tell me talk it out It's too late for that You got me on a fast run Driving all these flash cars Now the money coming in Yeah I'm tryna live large Wishing you were here for that Baby so what? I don't really give a damn Cuz that was your loss Yeah yeah No I try not to think all it takes is a blink and I'm back again tripping on the same damn problem Always seem to overthink till my heart starts to sink try to fix me you cannot solve them I've been plotting and scheming to get the things I believe in Somewhat painfully slowly but I've been giving it meaning Believe me Now I'm seein it all so clearly And my visions not clear it's 3D Takes blood and tears not PG I mean that sincerely Never seem to find a way Holding on to you for so long now I live a double life Baby you're in one half Yeah I probably think too much Or maybe your just second class Didn't even come close You were dead last Tried tell me talk it out It's too late for that You got me on a fast run Driving all these flash cars Now the money coming in Yeah I'm tryna live large Wishing you were here for that Baby so what? I don't really give a damn Cuz that was your loss Yeah yeah