Hold Tight

I've been tryna hold tight Nobody can hear it when my soul cries I just disappear within these walls I Created to survive all these long nights, no lie All my energy have been stolen from this cold life Wonder what would happen if I don't fight Tryna tell myself that I'll be alright So I promise that I'ma hold tight Even if they can't hear when my soul cries I'll just disappear into these walls I Created to survive all these long nights, I'm so tired All my energy have been stolen from this cold life Wonder what would happen if I don't fight Tryna tell myself that I'll be alright, give it more time If opposites attract then why has happiness been running away? Once I get a glimpse, my instinct's telling me it's not okay It's only putting distance in the love I've been tryna chase It starts just hurting you until you learn that that's not the case My family say they miss me, we live in the same house Homies say they love me, but they ain't even reached out So I think, maybe everyone's going through it themselves And if they strong enough to fight it, then I should learn that myself So I keep quiet, wear a smile even though they don't know what's behind it And when I'm in a better place, I'm sure I'll be reminded Of why I shouldn't be, I hate it but that's how my mind is But I've come to find that everyone's tryna Hold tight Nobody can hear it when my soul cries I just disappear within these walls I Created to survive all these long nights, no lie All my energy have been stolen from this cold life Wonder what would happen if I don't fight Tryna tell myself that I'll be alright So I promise that I'ma hold tight Even if they can't hear when my soul cries I'll just disappear into these walls I Created to survive all these long nights, I'm so tired All my energy have been stolen from this cold life Wonder what would happen if I don't fight Tryna tell myself that I'll be alright, give it more time On this road of twists and turns, all I want's to stay aligned Sick of feeling like my purpose is to try and stay alive Waiting for my time to flourish I'm done standing in this line Taking my way about this gravy, I dug my years of playing blind You asked for strength, so then why do you expect life is gon' be easy? Ask for peace but you only know the difference when it starts feeling Like your world is closing in, you hit the bottom and meet your demons In the moment you're in hell but the other side gives its reason Held tight but grip slipped went down a route that's hard to shake Met addiction and she found me at a time when I needed saving Life's a trip that never stops, God's not supposed to give us breaks We learn to move as we go through it so I feel when you say I've been tryna hold tight Nobody can hear it when my soul cries I just disappear within these walls I Created to survive all these long nights, no lie All my energy have been stolen from this cold life Wonder what would happen if I don't fight Tryna tell myself that I'll be alright So I promise that I'ma hold tight Even if they can't hear when my soul cries I'll just disappear into these walls I Created to survive all these long nights, I'm so tired All my energy have been stolen from this cold life Wonder what would happen if I don't fight Tryna tell myself that I'll be alright, give it more time Balancing these lows by getting so high Tricked me into thinking I was alright Took me everything to let it go I Lost out on a lot, I wish I had more time Life's gon' play us wrong And we're not supposed to understand it all So I promise that I'ma hold tight Even if they can't hear when my soul cries I'll just disappear into these walls I Created to survive all these long nights, I'm so tired All my energy have been stolen from this cold life Wonder what would happen if I don't fight Tryna tell myself that I'll be alright, give it more time (Here comes the day) (Here comes the break) (Come finding my way) (Here I come, here I come, here I come)