Staring at the Ceiling

Said you always knew I'd move to the coast You understand but you don't want me to go What we don't say is on our faces, we know And I can feel you breathe when you're next to me Hide your tears 'cause we know they won't change a thing And the drive to the airport is deafening Try to wave but you're pulling away from me Now I'm staring at the ceiling 'Cause it's too late to give you what I wanted to And when we got more baggage than we know what to do with I left it in the rain, and now I know that we're ruined In my chest when I'm staring at the ceiling I can't give you everything I wanted to 2:00 a.m., it hits me, want to know how you're doing I left you in the rain, and now I know that we're ruined In my chest when I'm staring at the ceiling All my LA friends don't know about you I tell small town tales and leave you out Now I'm clearing all my history to quiet all my doubts Came back to see my family, there's strangers in your house And now school's been out forever Though I never used to go Always said we'd leave together 'Cause we couldn't stand the snow Now I'm staring at the ceiling 'Cause it's too late to give you what I wanted to And when we got more baggage than we know what to do with I left it in the rain, and now I know that we're ruined In my chest when I'm staring at the ceiling I can't give you everything I wanted to 2:00 a.m., it hits me, want to know how you're doing I left you in the rain, and now I know that we're ruined In my chest when I'm staring at the- Next to me Hide your tears 'cause we know they won't change a thing Then the drive to the airport is deafening Try to wave but you're pulling away from me Feel you breathe when you're next to me Hide your tears 'cause we know they won't change a thing Then the drive to the airport is deafening Try to wave but you're pulling away from me