Pretend *_*

*Devolving into psychosis* And you've been doing all of that for what, years? Couple years yeah And crystal meth? Just a couple months Why? I don't know When I tried it I felt- I felt better than I ever had ... Crying again, chasing pavements off of this edge Well now I'm only left with drugs to talk me off this ledge No I don't think I can take all those things that you said Lately I can't take it so I'm taking these pills instead So gone off the ket just in my bed I find warmth in these holes I'm falling in Shut down and close myself off from my friends Say I'm fine, just pretend and pretend, pretend Crying again, chasing pavements off of this edge Well now I'm only left with drugs to talk me off this ledge No I don't think I can take all those things that you said Lately I can't take it so I'm taking these pills instead Do you really think I like the way I am? Hate it all but I keep on falling in Shutting down and close myself off from my friends Say I'm fine, just pretend and pretend, pretend Crying again, chasing pavements off of this edge Well now I'm only left with drugs to talk me off this ledge No I don't think I can take all those things that you said Lately I can't take it so I'm taking these pills instead