Selfishly Inclined

They must be lying when they say I'll be fine 'Cause I've lot all of my friendships, and I waste my time I'll just keep dreaming when we get out of bed So I'll never have to live up to what's in my head And I keep getting tired Of my antagonistic state of mind I get caught in the fire But I'm the one who starts it every time And I know that I lost myself in all the lights And I've got tendencies to leave the ones that love me most behind And I know that I'm selfishly inclined most of the time I try to fix it, but I just can't get it right It's not your fault that I leave things in a wreck 'Til there's nothing left to salvage, till it makes me sad And I keep getting tired Of my antagonistic state of mind I get caught in the fire But I'm the one who starts it every time And I know that I lost myself in all the lights And I've got tendencies to leave the ones that love me most behind And I know that I'm selfishly inclined most of the time I try to fix it but I just can't get it right