4Am

Sometimes I feel like saying goodbye But my time has not yet come No my time has not yet come Lord Jesus can you give me new eyes To see everything you've done Show me everything you've done Yeah, look Finding peace in the walls I build My build ain't yours, your build ain't mine Your scars ain't healed, it takes some time They told me it's mad, cause all of my scars are making myself I'm letting them in Far from home is a work so real Not perfect, real talk bro Never chase perfect A little more care and a little more soul If I don't feel can't give that time If you don't feel just pack up and go Said it to Sam and he made this Late night talks we're flirting with greatness Stick to the drill, it's nights on the court But maybe that's life when you aim for the lakers 4am and I'm writing this Quick thanks for the things I've got And this greed got me stuck on more So most days I tend to think I'm not like I've never been worthy Maxx said it's a part of the journey Low key I don't think I belong here Maybe I'm broke but who's gonna work with a broken piece Looking for worth like Maybe there's worth in the money and maybe there's money in some of these likes But all of these likes have never been worth the piece Fam, it's never been worth it I keep trying I'm thinking I'm meant to be perfect yo Lord Jesus can you give me new eyes To see everything you've done Show me everything you've done Sometimes I feel like saying goodbye But my time has not yet come No my time has not yet come Yeah, I have these friends I don't see a lot, Macaulay Caulkin home alone I got these thoughts I just gotta say If I let one slip then the rest might flow like a waterfall Got this text from a fan, he told me his whole life feels like a waterfall I wish I could stop you drowning bro But please don't make me a pedestal Cause I'll probably believe and try and you know I don't fit on a pedestal My ego is looking for p's and fame and I got it, I just want more Damn, I'm just like a crack fiend But my high is the public opinion, one like and it threatens a relapse Stolen focus These devils dressing in Prada, dripping in lust Quit Twitter cause yo these feeds get too unhinged The peak of a slippery slope These days I don't know how you man cope, but I'm hearing a calling to pray Still not perfect, well on the way Like who do you listen to Who's the person you're learning from Things that last ain't coming quick What's the frame you're living for How do you act with privacy, blinded chasing clarity Letting these thoughts just waterfall These thoughts just waterfall Know that I'm hoping Time flies, in circles I go round and round Blue skies, blue heavens and a holy cloud Hold my heart, you're the biggest treasure I've found But Jesus sometimes There will come a day, when I'll be with you Until then Lord help me I'll take to running, to the solitude But right there you're with me There will come, when I'll be Until then Lord help me I'll take some running, to the solitude But right there you're with me