July

It's gettin' late now, that's when I can't stop my mind Lookin' for reasons, maybe it's just not my time Change of the seasons, I'll be better by next July I should be sleepin', but I'm stayin' up, like One step forwards, fallin' backwards I just wanna prove that I'm worth More than what my head tells me that I am I'll try again How do I fake a smile and feel the tension? Wait, I'm movin' too fast in the wrong direction I've been runnin' around in the dark with no light But I can't stop stayin' up lookin' for signs We're back to Monday, and I'm startin' on time Hope you can see that, I'm tryin' to get this all right I'll quit the drinkin', and I'll speak my own mind I should be sleepin', but I'm stayin' up, like One step forwards, fallin' backwards I just wanna prove that I'm worth More than what my head tells me that I am I'll try again How do I fake a smile and feel the tension? Wait, I'm movin' too fast in the wrong direction I've been runnin' around in the dark with no light But I can't stop stayin' up lookin' for signs Stayin' up lookin' Stayin' up, stayin' up Stayin' up, stayin' up Now I'm gettin' colder the further I go, but I can't seem to turn away It's a bad habit, I know that I shouldn't, I'm makin' the same mistakes I'm gettin' older, and I should know better, but this shit is hard to break This shit is hard to break How do I fake a smile and feel the tension? Wait, I'm movin' too fast in the wrong direction I've been runnin' around in the dark with no light But I can't stop stayin' up lookin' for signs Stayin' up lookin' for signs I'll be better by next July (stayin' up, stayin' up) I'm stayin' up lookin' for signs (stayin' up, stayin' up) I'll be better by next July I'm gettin' colder the further I go, but I can't seem to turn away It's a bad habit, I know that I shouldn't, I'm makin' the same mistakes I'm gettin' older, and I should know better, but this shit is hard to break This shit is hard to break