I Don't Kill

Take off your raincoat It's raining again Talk in the pool house To more than a friend I miss the breathing unlaboured The days of untouchableness Spiders up in the pool house We'd aim and we'd miss I aim and I miss This is the first season we didn't kill the bugs inside your room Something has changed in my brain because of you And this is the first time that I believe I don't have to be cruel I don't kill like how I used to Ask for forgiveness Recycle the fear Mud in the carpet But I'm liking it here When do you realize Maybe the world isn't mean Thought I was cold But I was just seventeen And this is the first season we didn't kill the bugs inside your room Something has changed in my brain because of you And this is the first time that I believe I don't have to be cruel I don't kill like how I used to Looking around sometimes I wonder if we've grown at all But the notches on the door tell me we do White knuckle grip on broken dishes it was all my fault But I no longer kill the bugs inside your room And you said that's gotta count for something I don't kill and even if it's all I do You still say that's gotta count for something This is the first season we didn't kill the bugs inside your room Something has changed in my brain because of you And this is the first time that I believe I don't have to be cruel I don't kill like how I used to I don't kill like how I used to I don't kill