Gravity

I wanted you to be the last thing on my mind I wanted you to be the reason I close my eyes But I can't sleep And oh God, I wanted to be your high But everything I said, went unheard And everything you saw with eyes straight blurred Became our downfall 'Cause you say I drink, and I smoke, and I talk too much But I know you lied when you said you just gotta go and save yourself So hear me out You know everybody talks, girl And it means nothing 'til you let it But if you keep second guessing then there's only gonna be one end But you can leave if you really want to And you can run if you feel you have to Now I'll be fine if you ever ask me I know it's hard, but no one said it's easy Falling's easy But there's only one way up So, I've been thinking that I think too much And I can't sleep, but I can dream of us And I've been seeing shit, like horror cuts It's burning down, I gotta drown this out And you said you need me to let this go But it's who I am, or am I just losing it 'Cause you said jump and I went first But falling's always been my downfall And you say I drink, and I smoke, and I talk too much But I know you lied When you said that you just had enough and save yourself So hear me out You know everybody talks, girl And it means nothing 'til you let it And if you keep second guessing then there's only gonna be one end But you can leave if you really want to And you can run if you feel you have to And I can drink if I feel I have to I know it's hard, but I can't feel like I used to Like I used to 'Cause I used to defy gravity Defy gravity Goodbyes keep dragging me down And I'm fighting gravity Defying gravity I tried, but I keep falling 'Cause falling's easy But it only brings you down