Regrets

The thoughts in your head, spiraling again Speak out loud to no one I know in this crowd I'm no one There's a big storm cloud and it's approaching Under it all I sold my way out of this hell with my own soul The waters getting in, the tides gonna win Look at me here all grown up Sailing to the bottom I am never gonna stop Dragging everybody down with all my failures Following me all the way All that I've been through Has put my heart a millions miles away A million miles away I'm so far, but I can't forget who you are As the blade turned You know all I ever wanted to hear you say The same words That set me on a course to self destruct Under it all I sold my way out of this hell with my own soul So many reasons I'm lost again Heading towards nothing I should have known a broken home is the only place I fit in Its following me all the way All that I've been through Has put my heart a millions miles away You left me with nothing As the blade turned You know all I ever wanted to hear you say The same words That set me on a course to self destruct As the blade turned You saw me bare the weight of who I was I think of everything I said I think of everything I did I lived out all my favorite regrets I think of everything I said I think of everything I did I lived out all my favorite regrets The thoughts in your head, spiraling again Speak out loud to no one As the blade turned You know all I ever wanted to hear you say The same words That set me on a course to self destruct As the blade turned You saw me bare the weight of who I was