Clean

It's a bird outside my window at 7a.m. I am calling my mother for it go away I've been watching some show on Netflix But the time won't go any faster over here My cat died last week, I am now depressed He was my best friend, it's sad to say I am 19, going through deep shit I keep thinking who could ever love a girl like me I got out of bed this morning First time in a week Only thought of you for a second That's good for being me You never called to see how I'm doing Wish I could say I'm doing well Brushed my hair with a nasty old brush Hoping one day I feel clean Cleaning you Think I'm done, crying I'm exhausted for feeling like a loser that's lost in my head This is just like high school, drowning in a pool Sometimes I wanna kill you I hope you know that by now I got out of bed this morning First time in a week Only thought of you for a second That's good for being me You never called to see how I'm doing Wish I could say I'm doing well Brushed my hair with a nasty old brush Hoping one day I feel clean I got out of bed this morning First time in a week Only thought of you for a second That's good for being me You never called to see how I'm doing Wish I could say I'm doing well Brushed my hair with a nasty old brush Hoping one day I feel clean Cleaning you