Sofia I'm Sorry

You're in my living room You with your back to the couch You've got your hair tied up With pieces in the front sticking out I never thought you were cute But you've got a way with your words It's half an hour, now I'm Asking with my hands up your shirt Tell Sofia that I'm sorry But I get what I want If you were really in love Would you tell me you're not? And I'd feel badly but there's only so much time that I've got 'Cause I might beg you to stay if I thought about it too hard Now it's two in the morning I'm back at your house I'm talking to you with a bottle And my back to the ground I said, it hurts me to see you You said you already know You feel bad enough to try and fix it But not bad enough to go Tell Sofia that I'm sorry But I get what I want 'Cause I might hate what I am At least I don't hate what I'm not And I can take it, I can take it, 'til I'm taking it off 'Cause I would beg you to stay if I thought about it too hard You know what happened the night in the basement When we watched a Winona Ryder movie You told me I was your everything Now you want nothing to do with me I loved you more than your mother To you, now I'm just anyone Throw my own past back in my face I hate, hate to say you know, you're no saint You know what they say, it takes one to know one And I know you're as fucked as me Tell Sofia that I know this is a bad way to be I'm just fighting to fight You got the better of me Did you mean it? Did you mean to go and cut so deep? 'Cause I would beg you to stay But you're not looking at me I won't be another victim of the life that you want I tried to blame it on her, but it wasn't her fault I hope you're happy with Sofia, but I know that you're not And I would beg you to say, but you've already gone