Not Smiling Inside

Rotting for years, our plan had failed But you won't let me down, you'll prevail Deeper down into the memories they thought that they could drown Gather souls to put to rest, bigger bodies (and far more death) These cursed experiment brought us to life We've been abandoned but we soon will see the light I still hear the screams inside my head The pain and anguish turned my lavender to red And I'm not smiling on the inside, oh no I'm reliving the day I died I'm just rubble in a landslide and now I'll take you with me and make you hollow inside What's done is done The corporation had it's fun How many mistakes does it take to fill an empire? (One) So choose a god and pray for cryptic dreams of yesterday And through red smoke you hope to see But in the end that god was me I'm not smiling on the inside, oh no I'm reminiscing on the day I died I realized through bloodshot eyes That even critters can become quite better and I'm not smiling on the inside, oh no I'm reliving the day I died I'm the phantom of a life loss and now I serve my savior no matter the cost