Black Beauty Race

I've been seeing double The past couple of years It's been difficult Can't begin to explain how hard you made it for me To love myself and all the life that's on my head? You know I've been seeing double Yeah I've been seeing double Tho I know that it's for the best What you said, that hurt me But it's not that cuz I look like her That she's all I ever want to be Well honestly I needed little headspace You made clear there's no escape to this I felt kinda lost in this black beauty race You made it clear I don't know how to be myself I've been tracking trails To where I wanna be It's been a long trip Avoiding all that makes me slip In all the turns that i've been making I'm getting sick of it You know I've been seeing double Yeah I've been seeing double But it's not that cuz I look like her That she's all I ever want to be Well honestly I needed little headspace You made clear there's no escape to this I felt kinda lost in this black beauty race You made it clear I don't know how to be myself Aaaah I've been seeing double The past couple of years It's been difficult I've been tracking trails To where I wanna be It's been a long trip