How Will I Laugh Tomorrow

Here I sit and watch my world Come crumbling down I cry for help but no one's around Silently screaming as I bang my head Against the wall It seems like no one cares at all Always an emotion But how could I explain? How can I explain? Kind of like the scent of a rose With words I can't explain The same with my pain Caught up in emotion Goes over my head Goes over my head Sometimes I got to think to myself "Is this life or death? Am I living or am I dead?" The clock keeps ticking But nothing else seems to change Problems never solved, just rearranged And when I think about All the times that I've had Some were good, most were bad I search for personality And I look for things I cannot see Love and peace flash through my mind Pain and hate is all I find Find no hope in nothing new And I never had a dream come true Lies and hate and agony And through my eyes that's all I see If I'm gonna cry Will you wipe away my tears? If I'm gonna die Lord, please take away my fear Before I drown in sorrow Well I just want to say How will I laugh tomorrow If I can't even smile today? Today, today, today When I can't even smile today Today, today, today When I can't even smile today How will I laugh tomorrow When I can't even smile today? How will I laugh tomorrow When I can't even smile today? You think it's so funny Laugh at this So when I look outside my room I see the world, but not the reason What is done to me is not fair You call it fair, I call it treason But I don't know what to do Give me a sign I'll take whatever But if you want me here I am Ain't gonna die forever And I tried to hold ya But you just turned away And I tried to tell ya But not a word I say I cried out so loudly But you just covered your ears And gave me all the signs That you don't want my tears So if you want me here I am I sit here waiting your decision But my body fights my mind I'm headed straight for a collision So am I getting near or am I still Looking in all the wrong places? But the only thing that seems to change Are the looks on the faces Doesn't anyone? Seems like no one cares at all I search for personality And look for things I cannot see Does anyone even care at all? Love and peace flash through my mind Pain and hate is all I find Seems like no one cares at all Find no hope in nothing new When I never had a dream come true Does anyone even care at all? Lies and hate and agony Through my eyes that's all I see Seems like no one cares at all How will I laugh tomorrow? How will I laugh tomorrow? How will I laugh tomorrow? How will I laugh tomorrow When I can't even smile today? Today, today When I can't even smile today Today, today When I can't even smile today How will I laugh tomorrow When I can't even smile today? How will I laugh tomorrow When I can't even smile today?