Bother

Wish I was too dead to cry My self-affliction fades Stones to throw at my creator A masochist to which I cater You don't need to bother I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on I won't let go 'til it bleeds Wish I was too dead to care If indeed I cared at all Never had a voice to protest So you fed me shit to digest I wish I had a reason My flaws are open season For this, I gave up trying One good turn deserves my dying You don't need to bother I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on I won't let go 'til it bleeds Wish I'd died instead of lived A zombie hides my face A shelf forgotten with its memories Diaries left with cryptic entries And you don't need to bother I don't need to be (I don't need to be) I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on I won't let go 'til it bleeds You don't need to bother I don't need to be (I don't need to be) I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on (once I hold on) I'll never live down my deceit