Heaven or Hell

Oh, what it is, man? What's goin' on, man? C'mon, man She dissed me when she walked out the door She kissed me, Louis Luggage on the floor Gazin' plus the room was misty I felt the slight urge tellin' me to wisen up I can't provise her She dead in the right, the don's a jiver I lost the most powerful piece, my queen Broke her heart in 66 ways for some bitches and schemes The only thing she left was a rose And left the Rolls in front of the buildin' Now how the fuck my pain got exposed Damn, what happened, man? We done come to a point Where it can't be denied no more I don't even understand What we're still in this for I didn't mind the sacrifice To keep our love alive But somethin' died so long ago Just can't be revived There comes a time you gotta face the situation And make a choice in life We're caught up in a state of hesitation And that just won't suffice Don't get me wrong I done thought this through The way you hold me, used to console me Now all I feel is the emptiness in you What do I believe in, Heaven or Hell? I don't believe in Heaven 'cause I'm livin' in Hell And that's my life with you What do I believe in, Heaven or Hell? I don't believe in Heaven 'cause I'm livin' in Hell And that's my life Listen to me You sang my praises everyday You used to tell me how you needed me I know how proud you were that day I brought home my degree But you had dreams and all I wanted Was for you to see them through And through it all, I forgot That I once had dreams too I should have had the sense to pay attention 'Cause somethin' told me to The road to Hell is paved with good intentions And Lord knows it's true The years that I gave Where they all in vain? Used to adore me, now you ignore me How could I know we would end up this way? What do I believe in, Heaven or Hell? I don't believe in Heaven 'cause I'm livin' in Hell And that's my life What do I believe in, Heaven or Hell? I don't believe in Heaven 'cause I'm livin' in Hell And that's my life with you What hurts me most deep inside Now that I'm lettin' go, you seem surprised I watched your back for so many years now You used to act like you were holdin' your career down It's not the dreams I kissed goodbye It's that we used to be a team and now we live this lie What's past is past, now listen well I'm leavin' your ass 'cause I'm livin' in hell What do I believe in, Heaven or Hell? I don't believe in Heaven 'cause I'm livin' in Hell And that's my life What do I believe in, Heaven or Hell? I don't believe in Heaven 'cause I'm livin' in Hell And that's my life What do I believe in, Heaven or Hell? I don't believe in Heaven 'cause I'm livin' in Hell And that's my life What do I believe in, Heaven or Hell?