Speculum

There are so many people dying You complain about your situation What about me? Half the world wouldn't know What it's like to lose your seed Maybe you can understand (how it feels) I cannot reach that soul You're probably watching over us Know that I think of you It's killing me The guilt has lasted years, you still cry It was all planned out Why was I last to know? Don't you trust in me? The table's cold, it's too late To make up for these mistakes Maybe you can't understand (how it feels) I cannot reach that soul You're probably watching over us Know that I think of you It's killing me (how it feels) If I would have known I can't say what I would have done If you could forgive I'd like to rest with you someday (How it feels) I cannot reach that soul You're probably watching over us Know that I think of you It's killing me (how it feels) If I would have known I can't say what I would have done If you could forgive I'd like to rest with you someday