What Happens Now?

Draw me something, draw a line Connecting what we did to what happens now I don't understand how we changed Not sure I'll ever know It's all circles, colliding spheres I closed off, chaos appears Once we were all smiles and plans, And dressing up to go Playing outside playing cars Now it's all been tamed I yell don't stop Don't leave me here Don't stop Won't get caught again You can't go There's no sense anymore A tap of tears and a veil of guilt taunt me now Growing growing growing gone Years pick up speed again Throw me pointers, no more jibes There's this ancient knot inside my chest It works its way into my throat Will not let these stories out Refusal works it always wins Too much thought, too few grins Once we were all smiles and plans And dressing up to go Playing outside playing cars Now it's all been tamed I yell don't stop Don't leave me here Don't stop Won't get caught again You can't go There's no sense anymore Free you say, free to roam But down below Father, Mother, always guiding Pointing out a world I refuse to know Don't stop Don't stop, say it's all OK You say, where's the ache of freedom? Where's the devil's whispers? Where's the ache of freedom? Where's the devil's whispers? This is the sweetest pain, the sweetest pain Run and run and run and run Jump up as far as you can Shake your head and breathe (Where's the ache of freedom?) (Where's the pain?) (Where's the ache of freedom?) (Where's the pain?) (Where's the devil's whispers?)