Blue Lights

I don't feel so good They told me it's ok to dream, But only when you sleep, They told me it's ok to be humble, But never to be weak And I'm a good girl, I'm a good girl Blue lights, blue, blue Blue, blue lights And I'm not gonna fight, Cause it's alright, it's alright to come to you No one understands me like you do Blue, blue lights I fall down on my knees I am begging, I am begging you; please But there's nothing you can do You say; you want to be saved, But you cannot be saved When you're always so fucking well behaved It's ok to feel tired, to be sad, to be mad, To feel anger, to be heartbroken It takes time to heal And it's easier to not feel, But you got to feel And the pain is so real Blue lights, blue, blue Blue, blue lights And I'm not gonna fight, Cause it's alright, it's alright to come to you No one understands me like you do Blue, blue lights Now I'm gonna take off my shoes, I'm gonna throw them away So they can't take me anywhere I won't do no more today I'm gonna open all the doors and lay down on the floor I'm not gonna hold back no more I surrender I surrender I surrender Blue lights, blue, blue Blue, blue lights And I'm not gonna fight, Cause it's alright, it's alright to come to you No one understands me like you do Blue, blue lights