Because of Me

I keep my eyes shut For a moment in the this life, I'll see All this pain made sense, still I am proud to keep All my dreams... Cause they're shinning for me But when I wake up The world just feels grey to me I am at the same place I don't really wanna be Feeling all alone... I still chase what seems gone But when I try to stand back up They pull me back down And all I fight for begins to drown Who could save me now? Since I know All the steps I take They are all because of me Every mess I faced was the Way it should have been All the pain I'll take Will be worth the suffering My faith will remain In every moment keep self esteem In the end you'll reach all your dreams Am I awake now I offered every piece of me And now it seems that All my wishes became real I feel weak... It's hard to believe Tale or a nightmare My life should feel right to me But there's still this emptiness Inside I keep Deep in me... I fell so incomplete Tell me why I though I'd be proud But I can't get it enough My life has changed back To what it was Where is my savior now? Cause I know All the steps I take They are all because of me Every mess I faced was the Way it should have been All the pain I'll take Will be worth the suffering My faith will remain In every moment keep self esteem In the end you'll reach all your dreams I keep on pushing Keep, keep on pushing I keep on pushing Can't to stop to push me, NOW! FUCK! Can you tell me why I am not satisfied? All I am asking is Who could save me now? Just myself? Just myself! All the steps I take They are all because of me Every mess I faced was the Way it should have been All the pain I'll take Will be worth the suffering My faith will remains In every moment keep self esteem In the end you'll reach all your dreams