Last Hope

I don't even know myself at all I thought I would be happy by now The more I try to push it, I realize Gotta let go of control Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen So let it happen It's just a spark But it's enough to keep me going And when it's dark out, no one's around It keeps glowing Every night I try my best to dream Tomorrow makes it better Then I wake up to the cold reality And not a thing is changed But it will happen Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen It's just a spark But it's enough to keep me going And when it's dark out, no one's around It keeps glowing It's just a spark But it's enough to keep me going And when it's dark out, no one's around It keeps glowing And the salt in my wounds Isn't burning any more than it used to It's not that I don't feel the pain It's just I'm not afraid of hurting anymore And the blood in these veins Isn't pumping any less than it ever has And that's the hope I have The only thing I know that's keeping me alive Alive Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen Gotta let it happen It's just a spark But it's enough to keep me going (So if I let go of control now, I can be strong) And when it's dark out, no one's around It keeps glowing It's just a spark But it's enough to keep me going (So if I keep my eyes closed, with the blind hope) And when it's dark out, no one's around It keeps glowing Ah-ah, ah-ah-ah, ah-ah Ah-ah, ah-ah-ah, ah-ah Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh Ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh