Ill Mind Six: Old Friend

I remember the first time you overdosed, A f***in overload on meth Paramedics saved your ass you was close to ghost. Never did know which road to go It's like you rowed the boat and sailed away Hoped to hit the golden coast. But you sank like the Titanic The incident it left your life damaged and thats when I panicked You thought you had it locked But you aint on the right planet If you tryna live your life right Plan it. Its like your mind vanished You dont even know that I wish that we could go back Cause it so sad When I tell jokes And you dont laugh like you used to I really hate to stress it but you strange to mess with so i keep my distance cause you always got this blank expression Like you confused And unaware of your surroundings. Emotions are gone And no one's found it It's overwhelming. Your momma told you that drugs are bad. But you aint listened to the fire Burned yo ass Now you understand Now you always look like you dont know me And I'm mad at the world cause the meth took away my homie Give me back my homie (Please come home) I just wanna chill on the neighborhood block like we used to Where'd you go? I never wouldve thought my best friend be gone in the future But I was wrong I shouldve stopped you when I had the chance to do so But back then i had felt like that was too bold You started hangin with new folks And made the drug environment your new home This world is too cold Could I have prevented this? Who knows They convinced you that this shit was cool and hip to do Saying it will lift your mood and make you feel invincible So you started skippin school Hangin with these wicked dudes Unaware that when you got older you played a bigger fool And It's pitiful Where the f*** they at now In they mid 20's passed out inside of a crack house Back when you met them I had doubts They put you on the bad route And when you needed help to pick you up they fuckin backed out They f***in got you I cant lie But now your brains fried You dont even act like your the same guy Your momma told you that drugs are bad. But you aint listened to the fire Burned yo ass Now you understand Now you always look like you dont know me And I'm mad at the world cause the meth took away my homie Give me back my homie (Please come home) I just wanna chill on the neighborhood block like we used to Where'd you go? I never wouldve thought my best friend be gone in the future But I was wrong I aint never felt this shit before it gets me sore I reminice us playin nintendo 64 And that Christmas in 97 we got new crispy boards And we was doin' ollies in my kitchen on the slippery floor Shit changed and it happend quick But I cant forget that you was the first homie I started rapping with. You couldve had half of this back when I had established it Now i have to sit and feel bad Look at what your actions did And you was so outgoing Its so hysterical And seeing you now its unberable Its terrible You shouldve made your choices wisely F***in with poison ivy Without your brain please tell me what would your point in life be? Its a struggle to get your ass to listen It really hurt me and the rest of your family with all your bad decisions We always told you that drugs are bad But you aint listened to the fire Burned yo ass Now you understand Now you always look like you dont know me And I'm mad at the world cause the meth took away my homie Give me back my homie (Please come home) I just wanna chill on the neighborhood block like we used to Where'd you go? I never wouldve thought my best friend be gone in the future But I was wrong Excuse me do you need a ride Looks like your going downtown Yes Hop in my ride Well hi I'm Chris Dolemeth (I'm your best friend) (I'm all you need) (If you wanna succeed) Hop in my ride Well hi im Crystal Meth END