I Should Have Lied

Well I don't think it's treason if I turn my back on all this And try to resist I should have lied I should have broken every rule that I could find Is this a crime I've got to live my life this way I should have lied I should have broken every rule that I could find I will not hide Too many lives have gone this way Somehow, when I turn the cards all up they're facing down And you turn away from me, but all it does is set me free Somewhere, the hurting goes on endlessly, I couldn't care When life becomes hit or miss I turn my back on all of it And try to resist I should have lied I should have broken every rule that I could find Is this a crime I've got to live my life this way I should have lied I should have broken every rule that I could find I will not hide Too many lives have gone this way Grey as the sky, but much brighter This feeling that burns a line to the day That none of us is someone else's fool Black lies, grey lies, white lies Anything to get me through Black lies, grey lies, white lies Anything to get me through x 2