Plain Girls

If all the plain girls whisper curious thoughts into my ear, I believe i'll die a rich man Not a pauper not a?? And if I lay awake and contemplate the echoes of the year, Will i even make another day or?? in my fear, And i somtimes see my life as pretty as a womans tear, But as sure as beauty turns the heads, I find myself still here. And as i look inside the sweet denial of another lie, I can see my soul is dancing in the wind against the tide, I've gotta be free, Free of every memory i was never meant to be, I've gotta be free, All that I have ever owned is just a memory, I gotta be free ohhhh, And i have been out searching where the wild seas do rage, But i found myself in stillness staring at the empty page, And all the pain girls keep on coming back to join me on my destiny, But lying here beneath the desert my presence starts to fade, I gotta be free Free of every memory i was never meant to be I gotta be free, All that i have ever owned is just a memory I gotta be free ohhhh, And i could never change my mind?? Straight up on that line, That haunts me all the time. Cause i tried to put the pieces back together you know, Yeah it always brings me sorrow whens there's nothing left to find, And all the plain girls keep on talking to me, Talking to the night, Yeah and when they send me messages i'll lisen every time, I gotta be free, Free of every memory i was never meant to be I gotta be free, All that i have ever owned is just a memory I gotta be free ohhhh.