Lost

I'm trapped under ice, my veins about to burst - all shattered, broken, empty and scared I honestly don't know what frightens me worse - me going under or you not being there I thought you'd remember the promise you made - I am scared To never leave me all alone in the rain - so scared But it seems to me like you never ever told me the ugly truth - misled Excuse me for not understanding and being a fool I'm so lost, where are you when you're supposed to save me and make sure I will make it through this alive? Lost and waiting for you, the one who once betrayed me only to tell me that everything will be fine Seems like my hopes are just a joke anyway - cause I've been lost all the way My soul has been flogged, crucified out there - ever since you bailed I've run all out of tears I honestly can't tell what's harder to bear - me slowly dying or you not being here I thought you'd remember the promise you made - I am scared To never leave me all alone in the rain - so scared But it seems to me like you never ever told me the ugly truth - misled Excuse me for not understanding and being a fool I'm so lost, where are you when you're supposed to save me and make sure I will make it through this alive? Lost and waiting for you, the one who once betrayed me only to tell me that everything will be fine Seems like my hopes are just a joke anyway - cause I've been lost all the way I thought you'd remember the promise you made to never leave me all alone in the rain But it seems to me like you never ever told me the ugly truth excuse me for not understanding and being a fool I'm so lost, where are you when you're supposed to save me and make sure I will make it through this alive? Lost and waiting for you, the one who once betrayed me only to tell me that everything will be fine Seems like my hopes are just a joke anyway - cause I've been lost all the way