Own Appeal

Here we go (here we go) Trouble, tr-trouble Here we go (here we go) Trouble, tr-trouble Here we go (here we go) Trouble, tr-trouble Here we go (here we go) Trouble, tr-trouble Here we go (here we go) Trouble, tr-trouble Here we go (here we go) Trouble, tr-trouble Here we go (here we go) Trouble, tr-trouble Here we go (here we go) Trouble, tr-trouble I never asked to be born and death's no question The sun's still shining off the same old lessons Then why does life feel like an educated guess and My thoughts are like meals, I'm a sucker for the seconds Impressions got a lot of us stressing But how we are perceived is more about a reflection And the reception's warm that I receive Which leads me to believe these hoes like what I heave Tall women in heels, tour money and deals Off the no bull I like all money for real More time abroad and less time at home Less time for broads and more time in zones Yeah, I'm in it while flying out of another one This a new beginning, I'm climbing out of the other one 'Cause the dream feel realer than it ever been And I was aiming high like a nigga being president The possibilities of that are seeming pretty evident So being self-employed is not seeming like a definite But staying that way is what I'm F'ing with And like-minded people be the only ones I'm messing with Yo this so real, not knowing what's ahead but I'ma go there still Living in the moment, got a hopeless feel But the feeling in itself got its own appeal I know I'm attracted to the lights in the distance The closer that I get and the brighter my wish gets Excited by the risk and the chances I'm taking Not sure what I'm putting my faith in but I'ma be alright I'm trying to get mine in this lifetime The afterlife is much further in pipeline I'm inclined to believe that but truth is That for death any moment is the right time So I live everyday like it's my last But I plan for tomorrow as if I will never pass A Pharoah on the subway You never dreamed of jets but fell asleep on the runways I just knew that one day, that anything I needed I could mold Get everything you want, it ain't always good for the soul A mix of self worth, some help, a little control And I don't know the rest, good as mine is your guess The recipe it ain't the best, to make it though is our quest And if you choose to accept, the meaning of life is yes 'Cause only God knows, those of us in the flesh get the privilege to test Some will fail, some will pass We all get the same grade though when we run the path How you grade yourself is the mark that matters most To separate the heart of the strong and the battered folks Have a dose Ayo this so real, not knowing what's ahead but I'ma go there still Living in the moment, got a hopeless feel But the feeling in itself got its own appeal I know I'm attracted to the lights in the distance The closer that I get and the brighter my wish gets Excited by the risk and the chances I'm taking Not sure what I'm putting my faith in but I'ma be alright Ayo, shit so real, I kill shit to live nigga, schizo feel I got a hunger for knowledge and I miss no meals I stay high off life and I miss no pills I'm addicted to the thrill of walking along the edge Not knowing what lays ahead but always knowing the deal I'm good with my decisions, the setbacks and gains It's all a part of the game, I'm ready to spin the wheel Whatever is in store, I'm ready for, for sure The attitude of wealth and the gratitude of the poor The balance is the challenge and I sit so still Between callous and analysis but this no frill I'm off the chain, been that way since slaves to Flav From '93 'til infinity I'm slated in ways That's etched in stone The age where we market ourselves I'm still all about the music, I don't monitor plays I don't monitor hits and I don't monitor clicks I monitor the snare drum and the bottom of kicks Is anybody left that still fuck with this true shit? Well let me hear you scream over top of this CRU shit Ayo this so real, not knowing what's ahead but I'ma go there still Living in the moment, got a hopeless feel But the feeling in itself got its own appeal I know I'm attracted to the lights in the distance The closer that I get and the brighter my wish gets Excited by the risk and the chances I'm taking Not sure what I'm putting my faith in but I'ma be alright